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I’m not the girl your mother warns you about.
I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart.
I won’t make you choose between what you love to do & me.
I’m not cold. I’m not reckless.

I’m the girl your father mentions when your mom’s not around.
I’m the girl that gets away.

I will love you more than anything.
I will kiss you when you cry.
I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise.

And you’re just like your father, so you will.

You’ll let me go & I won’t look back,
But you will.
I promise you, you will.

I’m that girl.

Perhaps, the problem is not the intensity of your love, but the quality of the people you are loving.

—Warsan Shire (via observando)

(via eletheowl)

A famous philosopher once said, ” Life is simple, but we insist on making it complicated.” The truth is we don’t know how to make it simple because we’re constantly trying to find what makes us happy. The thing is there’s nothing wrong with trial and error. There’s nothing wrong with failing one too many times and there’s certainly nothing wrong with winning one too many times either. One thing we can all agree on is life isn’t fair. But what is fair is the choice we make to obtain happiness. Some choose to participate. Some choose to disrupt the order. Some get all the attention and some thrive in the shadows. Some enjoy the thrill and some play it safe. Some choose to work hard and some hardly work. Some play the game and some would rather make the rules. The world is too big for any one path to be the right one. So regardless of the path you choose, remember that it remains unique to you. It becomes your story. That is what inspires us.
Be Proud of Your Story

I enjoy controlled loneliness. I like wandering around the city alone. I’m not afraid of coming back to an empty flat and lying down in an empty bed. I’m afraid of having no one to miss, of having no one to love.

—Kuba Wojewodzki, Polish journalist and comedian (via cosmickxtten)

Losing faith on people

(Source: ughbenedict, via eletheowl)

Numb

I didnt knw what happen to me.
I feeling numb.
No feeling?
Not really.
Sad?
Not really.
Hurt?
Not really.
I also duno wad am I suppose to feel right now.
Actually I knew the fact but what else I can do for it.
Nothing.
Sooner or later it will happen.
Just let the nature take its course.
Be myself and stop letting anyone to decrease my value.
I feel suck to worries about this and that.
Just let me be myself and feel comfortable to live the way that I used to be.
Stop doing anything stupid becux I tried my best alrdy:) I wont did the same mistake again.

My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you’ve been mean to someone, they won’t believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it’s time to stop being nice, then destroy them.

—― Laurell K. Hamilton (via psych-quotes)